You know…there are so many times when I’m feeling a particular way (happy, sad, stressed, in dilemma, etc) but I may not want others to know about it. Nonetheless, people (almost without fail) will see it in my face and ask bout it.
Well, i’m not saying that these people should stop reading my face and asking out of concern (those of you who do this, please don’t stop doing it. It actually helps me.) but my point here, is that as much as i try not to show others how I’m feeling, it is actually very obvious for people to see through me and know something is going on (happy, sad, troubled, etc). I still remember when i was still in primary, I’d use to be able to hide anything and everything that i feel and people will just never know bout it until i tell them.
This is both good and bad. It’s good cause when i’m troubled and don’t feel like telling the whole world, people actually see it in me (well, i am still telling the whole world. Just dat i’m using using my face to tell without knowing it.) and offer help if necessary. But it’s also bad coz when i’m feeling happy or on cloud 9 , people can easily tell and i’ll be risking telling something i don’t wanna tell yet.
I guess it’s because i’m thinking too much bout it and hence showing it in my face without knowing it (It’s not like i don’t wanna stop thinking bout it, it’s just stuck in my head. No matter how hard i try to dismiss the thought, it comes back on an a.s.a.p. basis). And it applies to both good and bad things. Therefore you get ‘JoN the Obvious’ .
Just like how it is now, as much as I don’t want to tell the whole world bout this, i’m posting this on my own blog which is literally available to the whole world. But it’s not as bad considering not many people know bout this new blog or even bother to read this.
Well, I guess it’s jz me =)
Picture from deviantart.com: Identity Crisis by ~bersinar